Here it is my little girl's birthday and i am still stressing over where we are going to live. Tomorrow i will be packing up what we have at my sister's house and then we will be going to a hotel and will probably stay there through the weekend. If i don't hear from the lady that owns the house in town by the end of the day today, we will go for the house in the mountains. It is not what i imagined we would be living in but i know i can make it a home. i will get some video monitors so that i can see and talk to the kids while we are in separate houses. i can make it work. i need to make it work.
i am still holding out hope that we will get the house we want but i will take what i can get.